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Nov. 27th, 2006

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In silent moments Imagine you`d be here. Dave Cockrum passed away

Today I came just back from work and since the the Internet was messed up i wanted to send a Importent, email to our chairman when i read a email headline of tilman.
The email was forwarded from the magneto fanlisting.
Dave Cockrum passed away, today...
Oh dear, Dave!
I know hat you will hate this entry, because i know how you think of my *glorification* of you as person, but hell Dave, you and Chris changed my life.
Gosh, all what Iam, its all your fault.
You never got, and nebver wanted to hear how much you gave me.
You gave me a life. A reason to be. And thats not, really not just the pathetic word of a insane fan.
I wouldnt have survied the time between 16 and 21. Its your fault im drawing....at least did draw til last month.
I miss you and iam so undless sorry for Paty, who is one of the most amazing persons I ever met.
How will she be right now?how ist Ivan? 
I cant think straight at the momemnt just shivering and crying...

Youll be in my heart forever, David. 

Oct. 22nd, 2006

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A purple Crawlers music collection---

Current Playlist

( yah yah...iam aware that Iam a Goth girl>.>-what do you expected?)

Within Temptation:

1-Pale-within Temptation

2-mother earth-wt again

3-Stay und my ground

4-serenity

5-see who Iam-

6-never ending story(has nothing to do with the Limahl thingy-even through liked it much when i was twelve or so)

6-destroyed

7-Dark wings

8- Crucify(yeah it the live version of tori Amos(the genial one) sung by the even more genius within.

9) is it the Fear

10) Angel

11)bittersweet

Missing running up that hill? yeah...i prefer the orginal Kate Bush since iam really a great fan of her...

The Randomness just as it appear on my list:

1)Papa-Yentl Barbara Streisand(one of the first cds i ever had..unfortunly got killed by the time-cd aging so beware of and copy>.>

2)

3)Lithium-evanescence

4) some instrumental nightwish thingy

so we had already WT...nightwish and evanescence..whats left then?

right!

Bingo!!

5)J-Crade of Filth same cathegory just a bit harder XD hug ya!

6)i wish i had an Angel- nightwish

7) Grabrede-subway to Sally (i have that already on my Subway CDs but sometimes..need ya guys you rule!

8) HIM- join me anyone seriously wondering?- Fine^^

9)69-eyes gothic girl- somewhat remembering on the ol schwestern der Gnade but great stuff guys. Love ya!

10) guilty- yeah iam always

11)Narben (again) - da subway guys

12) Phanthom of the opera interpretated by Nightwish (aside that i saw it more often than i should have Love it Love it miss my cd- Selenchen gimme back that stuff!

13) schneekönigin by subway from northhorth east - currently Julies most loved song of subway - i always think on Emma and scott if i listen to---

14) Dominon- Sistas woot that guys are the heros of my past and saved my ass when i worked at karstadt. Still great stuff(Floodlands are my personal favor) just wanted to mention

15)nightwish cool song overthehills- the great crawler song somewhat medival and i cant get it out of my head.

16) 69-eyes again with Lostboys -did I eve mentioned i loved the movie?17) Bonnyswan-lorenna Mckennit awwww again a Cd what died but it was over 14 years old...so nevermind

18)Rasmus-body and soul-- nuff said

19) blue eyed boy-Kosheen - I have a own Kosheen collection thats why just this appear here;)

20) sieben again some from nord nord ost- For Fabia(it appeared at the Farm compiler)

21) Das beste- silbermond. That ultimate Nique sings for George song. Funny it includes a circus in the Vid...Kurt Wagner greets ya!

22) That animal- i dont know who did but itr was youtube song to a beast vid(very cool)

23) beauty and the beast of nightwish- in the liveversion with Son of arctica singer - THats great!

So what we lern from?

A-Nique was so nice not telling you she has a bunch of deathstar songs also...

B- Has no Depeche Mode on her Computer because her CDs do work fine

D-Nique own a bunch of 80 stuff what didnt appear here:

Like:Kate Bush, Nik Kershaw Elton John, Enya, Deep Purple-and such i was so friendly to have my own playlist for such--

E) Do Love White stripe again another playlist

F) Is a great Gorillaz Fan (on CDs)

Come on Folks im a Crawler, what elöse can i be than pathetic and romantic ?

 

My Prince-remember iam kinda sick XD

Oct. 20th, 2006

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forget some---

I was that frustrated Yesterday that i eat a half bucket ben and Jerrys so i lay wake the night with stomach ache of the finest...
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Zombie-nique takes over the world muharhar

I wonder if i ever get rid on my cold, what seem to turn in in a brochitis or some i dunno...at least iam sick for ages...(its been more than 5 weeks, when i worked at Osho bagwhan- may iam infectd with some bad Indian fever LOL) I dont wanna be sick, because i wanna stay til the bitter end.Being sick is a good thing, aktually. You can do Zombie work. I got alot of that.
I stop discussing, just doing.It makes no sense to me to discuss i will not say any. I have no chance anyway so fuck off. Its just stuff.
It will come better days..maby- or at least the Farm diess before..I just do what my work is not  more not less. 
Like a Zombie do.
(Ok when i got the third time the Panel back because the head was to bi i draw a shrinked skull on a stick on the body...but thats not- really a way to say hey ,you fuck up, alter...
There a days iam wishing i wouldnt be addicted to draw. Iam such a Looser- just for red my name in a comic i suffer. But i know everyone did. Just thinking on Kirby.
Its kinda...

I wish i would get a call by a notarian that my real dad(whoever he is...died and appears to be multimillionaire, so i cantake over  the farm- muharar...and after my four week journey to Mexico with Julianna ill come back buying a huge office just near to Springer  and make Vince and Simone to Artist who get 400 Euro per page. Well then i will give up the leading to some guy whoever can do that job...and just drawing for fun...oh and sice im a multimillionaire i buy the rights on Xmen(at least licences, muhuarar) Its a cool fever dream...isnt it?
Oh well, and i will force the germans to read comics- Oh well and Philine and Arne i send to Kuberts (Arne with his personal translator on his side. Yeah and i will fire Dennis send him Back to Franken.
Oh well forgot- i will sponsor Maurice Lab(with all what he want, when he go split with any relationship to girls- no i dont want him back I just wanna see how he decide. 
gosh why i dont write i will take over the world? 
It sounds a bit like that LOL.

Oct. 17th, 2006

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got Markers?

well, today was a weird day i had a overdose of John Buscema and iam wondering if i should quit the job iin the alligatorfarm.aside that i got Markers(my first since 1995) for 35cent each...i have 22 now...all what i need. I did some rough scribble to try out in the subway...

its Benjamin McCoy(owned by Tilman Stieve) and Jeanna Tilby...they are shurly not smae dimension siblings...but at least they have same father and mother;) I guess it would be fun to picture Jeanna as Babysitter for her Babybrother..and it ws a neat try out for my Markers

Oct. 16th, 2006

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Oh so funny!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BlAWtbX7g6I its the funniest thing ever...so unhankish-

Oct. 10th, 2006

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Trash as Trash can be...

so well...did i noticed Perry is Trash at its best? well thats nt a rough for Barbie(even trough i could sell ass...) Thats what i did tonight its bot profen i can do it like that but i might do because its so kitsch as it best and real fun.
If youre intrested do get the fully pencilled, colored version (with watercolors) just write a comment or send me a message whateva...or go directly on the alligatorfarm.
I- or better everyone in the farm will be pleased to do what ever is your desire for christmas, birthday or else. 
AND every sold Picture is just for saving the farm. I will not earn any money with it. It helps to pay the rent for the Studio and let us survive so folks please buy and save the Alligators.

Oct. 9th, 2006

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MINX Cancelt

Sorry folks...i thought nothing can stop me from doing Minx but the situation of my work brings me to that.
Minx will be frozen till december, because I actually have no time for any private.
First i have to illustrate like i feel over in sleep- second
I got to pencil the main series Perry so- This is a real comicseries. and eventually the most importent german series ever- so sorry i prefer perry for Minx- not because i love him more because Its the first time in my life i can pencil an actually Comic and then this
I dont do alone.
Ill do along with the best Layouter in town Vince who already did the thumbs
and Jake and Dennis as cleaner- because im still uninkable...at least for a Inkteam what will ink it. The great Arne Philine and Fabia will be a great team.
I will sleep and eat with Perry from tomorrow on. so sorry i im not on.
It will work or it will not work.
Ill see end of these two month.
and if we can do it, may for the rest of the eight month...
Thank you for your Patience.
NIque

Oct. 6th, 2006

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Alphatier is out!

Oh gosh and golly, do shrine for my beloved collegues Till Felix and speedmaster Vince Burmeister have finally brought out the alphatier today!Tomorrow is releaseparty in the Farm...without me...>.> however...Its finally there-

Oct. 5th, 2006

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Oh dear how unfair----

So now iam really in trouble. Well i have read the files around the movie, I am at the moment reading the book.
The decision was clear...i wanted to keep it more like the book...since the time difference - but now im insecure about.
I m not shure if the whole thing worked anylonger- I havent read the full book but there are a lot of hints Hank was *still a student* when he turn out blue what makes me wondering about his relation to Trish. O.o. since i have so many things diffrent, it will e truly a what if story ...dang dang dang...btw i love the book and Iam THE ONLY perso at least i know, who rembered the Office assistance of Henry and put her on the right place. YAY....but thats unfortunly not importent for minx damn...Just that my instinkt for my beloved Hank work better than i expect it. ^^ 
....
The other thing makes me wondering to let all go ...i have an ass full of work...and now this- I should concentrate my intrest on Don Redhorse but the guy is so- lousy. The only thing what cheer me up is that perry inspired actually the Xmen so i feel less lousy to draw him again and again. I dont wanna do him again- I dont wanna do reseach i did two times before. I just wanna draw it however it comes out and get printed or not.
 I feel like a betrayer of Til who is actually the leader of the team i feel like an Idiot. I want my till back, he is a good lesder.
*Whines.

Sep. 29th, 2006

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Times...in between

I found out that there is not the years space i thought that should be inbetween X2 and X3 ...dang..I might go with the book and start the whole thing up about 1,5 years before X3. 
Aside that i have diffculties to write Hank adequat languages...>.>but aside this its all fine. 

Sep. 19th, 2006

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Music influence

Music is very importent for me to come in the right mood of drawing.(and everything else) Thats why i have an Xrelated playlist to help me keep in the right mood. 
So what is it?

blue eyed Boy- Kosheen
no daubt  ultimate  Hank languishing Song.Could fit for Trish and Hank...in many ways...or me and Hank XD that would fit the opening of will scene
How does feel-Avril Lavigne
Even trough i dont like Avril that much it makes sense its the titlesong of Minx (may i do Video) and fits the Limo scene
wouldnt it be good- Nik Kershaw
In the Xavierinstiute 
suicide-kosheen
feeling after getting the result
crawling LinkingPark
showerscene 
Bring me to life Evanscene
reunion with dad
Old school baseball/lost in holliwood-system of a down
the Rogue/Bobby scene
somewhere I belong-Linkin Park
Talk with Dad
A Look through my eyes-Phil collins
Talk with dad
Mulan- reflexion
Wake up bathing in dads room
Gotta be Desre
shopping Song
I wish i was a Punkrocker
absurd text because punk and Hippie is not the same- aside this anice song for the start of school
Stranger like me-Phil Collins
training and being
Into the shadows-Rasmus
actually dedicated just to Hank for the legacy Virus it appears just because in the list
Mas Que Nada - Sergio Mendes and The Black Eyed Peas.wav
another having fun song 
Warum? Lafee
song of the german teenage singer Lafee-about being an an outsider fits to the scene on the airport meeting her friend Lea
tonight by Reamon
Mikes theme
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even stuff

since Julie is sick Iam banned in the house so...Im getting kinda insane looking all evo video till the doc arrived--Well as Nique as iam I do enjoy this eyecandy a tribute to my brother in heart!^^

Sep. 18th, 2006

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cool video

This video should see everyone who enjoys the beast like me...Im proberly the only one who enjoys him like Ido but who cares..*SMILES

Sep. 14th, 2006

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updating-

So, you may wondering why i havent written for a while..yeah i do have a job at theTabaan meditation Center of hamburg, so i needed a bit time for myself. Tilman is such a cutie...i didn`t know That the Marvel Zombie assosiation do such good stuff and so much...wow it was a huge paket from the US!
I might participate...even through it will be expensive..kinda...LOL
So nothing about me some bout minx its working...aside i have to change the format if i go to MZ well , i just change some but its growing... some bootleg:http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v142/jonique/bootleg2.jpg

Sep. 6th, 2006

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Charsets/technical stuff

Pages four and five are done by now.

Trish Tilby will look remarkable sick, hard to regonize i guess but in make sense. Im pretty shure now about the masking of Hank what will be a mix of Beast and kelsey features. They did alot makeup with the poor guy XD anyim also not a slave of any movielook..
 Trish Tilby
Hank McCoy masked for the first chapter he had to for reasons.
Jeanette *Jeanna* Tilby
Someone asked because of Haircolor and eyecolor.since Trish has such a special Eycolor (blue with black hair is is kinda exotic) and Hank has as almost every Mutant blue eyes its cler she just can have blue eyes.I choose her "bornwith" haircolor lighter than her mom but a way darker than her Dads orginal color.
In Contrast Mike Tennent will have bright redblondish hair to show that he i not related to Jeanna aside being her stepfather.
Technical:
I work mostly with outlines, just a bit if the Perry 130 Style coloring mostly with gradiens and clear colors bcause its a lot of work an not so much time.


Sep. 4th, 2006

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Kosheen blue eyed boy

At the turn of the century
It was you and me
Making history baby
Always thought it was meant to be
We were humanely emotionally connected
I could have put it down to experience
I wish I put you down easy
My blue eyed boy
(I should have put you down)
My blue eyes
My blue eyed boy
(I should have put you down)
My blue eyes
I collected my dignity
With my mind at ease
I’ve burned your pictures and your memories
Put back all the pieces of me
So hard to see with rose tinted glasses
I should have put you down to experience
I wish I put you down easy
My blue eyed boy
(I should have put you down)
My blue eyes
My blue eyed boy
(I should have put you down)
My blue eyes
When all is said and done
We’re sitting in the sun
Take life by the hand
To live on till content
Say I let you go
To be beautiful alone
And though I forget your smile
I remember those eyes
Those eyes
When all is said and done
We’re sitting in the sun
Take life by the hand
To live on till content
Say I let you go
To be beautiful alone
And though I forget your smile
I remember those eyes
Those eyes
My blue eyed boy
(I should have put you down)
My blue eyes
My blue eyed boy
(I should have put you down)
My blue eyes
My blue eyed boy
(I should have put you down)
My blue eyes
My blue eyed boy
(I should have put you down)
My blue eyes
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So, Iam back again kinda...

I deleted my personal journal a while ago because i had actually no time and my life has changed so dramatically.So why iam back? telling you about a all new project, what is a) insanity pure. b)non profit fanstuff. So everyone i made angry, because of i was literally not online. dont be mad at me so much. i had a very creative time-